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Your Life Path Number is 7
Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.
Having a 7 Life Path makes you a seeker of truth and knowledge. You enjoying exploring the mysteries in life and strive to find answers to the unknown. You are an analytical thinker and enjoy spending time alone with your thoughts. Avoid letting the isolation go to extremes.

Positive Traits
Analytical, Mystical, Prepared, Wise
Negative Traits
Aloof, Cynical, Superficial, Fussy
Associations
Tarot: Chariot
Astrology: Jupiter, Neptune, Mercury, Libra
Rune: Ehwaz
I Ching: #52 Ken
Tree of Life: Netzach, Victory
Hebrew Letter: Zayin, Ayin
Shamanism: Crab, Horse, Falcon, Tortoise
Element: Water
Alchemy: Bronze, Silver, and Gold
Aura: Red
Color: Purple
Gemstone: Amethyst
Crystals: Violet Rutile
Months: July
Week Day: Saturday
Lucky Numbers: 2, 4, 5, 7, 16, 25, 34, 43, 52, 61, 70, 79, 88, 97, 106
Flora: Crocus, Geranium, Poppy, Fern

Badminton session

Yesterday went to East Coast Park after picking up my dad. Went cycling alone while waiting for him. I rode from macdonalds to east coast chalet and made a round around the chalet and rode up to east coast food centres. And passby cable ski, saw this guy, he can ski very well, amazed. Received a msg from him around 6 i think. And he asked to meet at Fort road carpark. at first i dont know where is it, and i called him, its AT THE OTHER END. oh dear, i was like, whatever, purposely meet up there, so i cycle there , on my way there i am like secretly, foolishly laughing at myself, because its so far, hahax, just imagine the situation. I'm exhausted. Finally i reach the carpark, saw him applying tiger balm on his legs. So i rode back up again to macdonalds, to return the bike and changed into jogging shoes and jog back down to the carpark.Did some cool down and streching and finally its over. Sweat like pig, face so red. Didnt take any pictures, well you guys know me la, i dont really take pictures, unless the mood is there. Hahax.

NOTICE: east coast food centre is closed for SPRING CLEANING.

We didnt manage to get my sugarcane lemon, he drove to westcoast park and he bought me fruits and sugarcane. Some unpleasant moments on the way there, but its okay. Manage to talk it out. We have to relax. Be calm and cool.

Plan for today, we are going for badminton session at Warren COuntry Club later , i've booked the court from 5.30 to 7.30 Should be enough for me.He will pick me up later at 5.30pm.

Anyway,i have to buy the strap for my handle later for my badminton rackets, my maid use green tape to tape the handle. Hahax, so pathetic man.

Ok ok, i have to toned up my body, stay healthy and be more confident in myself. HIGHER SELF ESTEEM PLEASE~

Ok , dad's in the office now, got to go... bye

Monday-------

Another monday...

went to pandan loop to collect my dad's car, and drove to work after that. Picking my dad at 4pm budget terminal later ( tr105 ). Brought my jogging shoe, pants, clothes for jog later with him. Msged him just now about the plans. But guesse he is not awake, I wanna cycle and jog around east coast park later, after that we will have our dinner. Wooo nice plan, healthy aint we.? Loving it. Ok i got to go now, off to the bank to do some things. Blog again tomorrow..

Labels: I'malwayslookingforwardtomeetyou..

talkin gtalking tallking talk....

Friday 27 march 09

It was a bad day for me, have been really stressful and suffering from constipation now,damn.Irregular meals recently, have been eating alot, ate chocolates and chips to make my day. Never take proper meals, but just junk food.

- iwannahaveabetterme

Chatted with amanda on skype just now , during work time. Meeting her after work for steam bath session with Phelia. Took a few pictures but i left my camera at home, maybe tomorrow i will upload all the pictures.

Everyone got their own problems in life. My problem now is, me myself and i, how am i going to handle it..? I've got my own way.. Determination.. Time dont wait....

Reached home at around 10pm, steam away some fats and my body feel abit more relaxed, at least its easier to get to bed..

Saturday 28 march 09

Stayed home and accompanied my family members. Went steam bath again with grand mother and mom. Yeah, went back home and i layed on my bed, msged him before i sleep, and waiting for his msg even i am still sleeping. But , i never received any.. Hmm, jie ying working at KM8 last party and she must be tired. Received 3 msges from friends, some really shocked me and i was wondering what is happening to her now, i phoned her but she is not responding. Please tell me you're alright.Guesse, you're in a mess now. I want to meet you soon and really please tell me more, i care. Went back to bed after replying those msges.And tell you wad, i am sleeping in my mom's room, suddenly just dont feel like being alone. I've been lonely..Hmmm but i know its gonna be alright.

Sunday 29 march 09

Woke up at 10am, look at my sent items. And i realise that, i dont even know what am i typing.When someone is sleeping, they usually type whatever is in their mind.Hahax. Basically all dreams. Went to lot one to but a list of clothes at Cotton On , 4 shorts , 2 tops, 1 belt. Very nice.:) It cost me only $99.45. Not that bad la, but now i am a bit tight already , because i am going bali this thursday you see, and next month i will have to be very very thrifty. Ahhh.. Went tanning after that, and came back home very quickly, no mood, feel so lost. But i still manage to go through and controlled my feelings, reached home at around 3 plus. Hmm, rest at home, gather with my grandma and relatives, carry my cute cousin , play with him. Make myself alittle happier. Hmm, and i took a rest on my sofa.Hmm, shiok. And i received a msg from him, and we went for movies at cineleisure (unborn) at 9.30pm. The movie is good, very shocking. He acted as if he is ok, but hahax,he got shocked too.Hahax, well, its the first time i open my eyes almost for the whole movie, i think 3/4 of the movie my eyes were opened. Hmm not bad, lolx. And went out with him later on till late in the morning. Hmm, i love him..I'm trying hard thou.. Just bear with it..:)

labels: its gonna be alright, bear with it.:) be strong.:) Control your feelings:) Use your brain to think and not your heart.:) Control those negative feelings:)

A babe in hands.... Tan Yan Kai

Let me show you some pitures of my little cousin. This is the only cousin that i am able to see him grow up day by day. Because his house are just a few Kilometres away from mine..

Bali trip on 2 april with BFF (S) (I)

Before going to bali, already we met up with some challenges, the air ticket problems, hotel problems, now about the itinery. Well we need to compromise. This trip to bali is rather stressful, i have to bring alot of things with me and let go of all the things man.I've realised what i wanted in life and i know that if those changes are made, i will have someone who truly appreciate it. Hmm about the trip, we have decided to do lots of water sports. Let me show you some pictures that we are intending to do. Here we go...

Fly up high like a bird and shout all you want. Shout out your wish and maybe miracle happens..

Go on this ride, Its hard to not fall or yo umight fly away from the boat. If you could be strong, you can go through it..! Shu xia and Jie ying are you ready???

Snorkelling.. Go go go.. see the underworld.. its beautiful. Life's great.. Talk to the fishes , touch them, and swim with them. A definite THUMBS up!!




jet ski, we can do this in singapore too. But bali's scenery its way better than here. Catch me if you can!


Fly fish, its not as simple as you think, You will fly when the boats starts to pull you. And fly while holding on to the handles.. scary but fun.. UP TO IT girls?

White water rafting at ayung river.. This is the best man. i cant wait for it. We will go through this bumpy road together.




Waterbom park, look look look, scream till you cant talk!


This are the water sports planned, and next we will plan for out sight seeing, shopping,and makaning session...

Well , before we go for the trip i want to tell you both, irene and shu xia. I want to sleep at the corner, so that i wont get kicked by the both of you.....

veena singh

How I Lost Weight
Veena Singh


I recently reduced about 25 pounds. I did it in a completely natural and healthy way. No, I did not take Metabolife, and no, I did not have to give up eating. Everywhere I go, people are asking me what did I do to reduce. Well, I thought I’d write about it to help anyone who is interested. These tips have worked for me, and I am talking in layman’s terms. Therefore, an expert in the field may not agree with the way I put it across, but I am only putting it across the way it was put across to me.

I gathered my information on a cruise. I attended all the seminars in the gym and spa area. I came to realize so many misconceptions and so many things I was doing wrong. Not eating to lose weight is a big NO, NO. Yes, you do lose weight, but not the weight you want to. Not eating puts the body in starvation mode, and instead of your body getting its daily requirement of energy from your body’s fat, it take from your body’s muscle. When we lose weight, we do not want to lose muscle, we want to lose fat.

On the cruise, I went to a seminar called “Do you have a sluggish metabolism?” In the seminar, they used an instrument on me that took my height and weight into consideration, and it provided me with my body fat weight and percentage, my muscle weight and percentage, and my water weight and percentage. I was told that most fitness places have such an instrument. Due to my misconception of not eating to lose weight, my muscle weight was less, my water weight was less, and my fat weight was slightly more than it should have been.

To burn fat, you need to have more muscle weight. Four or five days a week, I walk in the park 2.25 miles with my friends. Exercising releases endorphins, which actually energize you and make you feel great. Endorphins are a great anti-depressant and relieve stress. If you cannot walk in the park or run, get a bike or treadmill and watch television and work out. I have 3lb weights that I use while I watch TV. The point is build muscle.

By sweating (exercising, using a steam room, zaccuzi, sauna, etc.), you can increase your basal body temperature, which puts your metabolism to work.

Buy a dry skin brush (you can get them at body shops). Before taking a shower or bath, brush on your legs and arms toward the heart, and brush clockwise over the abdomen. Dry skin is an indication of poor circulation, which means a poor metabolism. Dry skin brushing improves circulation. Exfoliating also improves circulation. In body shops, you can buy a sandy like or crystal like cream that you use on your body to improve circulation and your skin (they remove the dead skin).

Since my water weight was less, I was slightly dehydrated. They told me to drink lots and lots of water, which was something I was poor at. I used to drink lots and lots of diet soda, which is horrible, why? : 1) anything made of artificial substances creates toxins in the body which could lead to fat deposits such as cellulite 2) drinking and eating natural and fresh food and drink is the best (avoid canned, pre-packaged food, ready-made foods, and food with chemicals or preservatives). Aim to drink at least about eight 8oz glasses of water a day. Drinking so much water does require you to make more trips to the rest room, but it is worth it. My skin is less dry and an added glow comes on the face. Best of all, it puts the metabolism to work.

The metabolism gets put to work after each meal. I was told to try and have 5 to 6 small meals as opposed to 3 big meals. I was told my daily calorie requirement was 1200(This daily calorie requirement varies from person to person. The instrument they used on me to get my muscle weight, etc. provided this information.), and therefore, my 5 to 6 meals should give me at least that much of calories. Be sure to have a balanced diet including at least four servings of calcium. Be sure to also take a multivitamin daily as well.

One pound is equivalent to 3500 calories. In my example, if I consume 1200 calories in a day, and I burn off 700 calories in a day due to exercise, work, life, etc. I will lose a pound in 5 days.



Here is the information given to me:

1) Start the day with a cup of hot water with lemon juice.
2) Dry skin brush every morning before you shower-always toward the heart and clockwise over the abdomen.
3) Exfoliate 2 times a week.
4) Massage-self massage daily, professional massage once a week.
5) Aim for 30 minutes exercise per day and 10 minutes relaxation per day.
6) Two times a week, soak 20 minutes in bath salts.
7) Try and use the steam room or sauna two times a week for 30 minutes.
8) Food beneficial to liver and kidney – aim to eat two of each group every day.

a.Liver: black grapes, garlic, fennel or dandelion tea or green tea, carrot or beetroot juice.
b.Kidney: fresh honey, cranberry juice/tablets, melon (alone without other food).
9) Limit/avoid common colon irritants/food intolerances: wheat products (breads, pasta, flour), caffeine, chocolate, alcohol, malt, yeast, barley, maize, rye, refined flours, refined sugar, refined starch.
10) Avoid artificial sweeteners, preservatives, and food additives.
11) Eat organic foods in their most “natural” state – fresh fruit and vegetables.
12) Avoid processed, pre-packaged, ready made foods and meals.
13) Reduce fat, sugar, and salt intake.


Aromatherapy detox oils: Juniper, Rosemary, Pine.



TO Lose Body Fat & Increase Muscle

Cardio 3-5 times per week, 35+ minutes
Weights/Toning, 2-3 times per week, 30 + minutes
Stretching 1-2 times per week, 20 minutes



Consistency, Consistency, Consistency

1. 5-6 small meals per day.
2. Drink lots and lots of water.
3. Aim for salad plate sized meals, half the plate covered in veggies, a quarter with carbohydrates, and a quarter with proteins (look at your plate).
4. Take a multi-vitamin daily.
5. The 80/20 rule: Make health oriented food choices 80 percent of the time, other fun foods 20 percent of the time. Or, 6 days on, 1 day off.




Stress & Energy:

Remember, stress is toxic to your body. If you do not take time out to relax, you will prohibit the maximum functioning of your health and vitality, and this will prevent you from achieving ideal form. Incorporate relaxation therapies into your every day life!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

i've tried it . Have you?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Try again | Give me more

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

i've tried it . Have you?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Try again | Give me more

Am i.....

Am i doing something foolish..?

Wrote e mail...

Awaiting for the reply calmly, I am really serious about it...

Look at those arms...

The moment i looked at your right arm, you know how heartache i am? i have to walked away and go up to my room. Tears just streamed down my cheeks, the pictures you put, i couldnt believe it, why are you doing this? What is it that you like about it? I thought that you are not that bad to that extend, but why, why? Brother, we are family, please share and tell me that you've really think about it.... Please....

Reading up and planning

Reading the Guide book to The Rough SouthEast Asia..

Read up and note down the places where i am interested, usually the adventures and hunts. Thereafter, go online do research about it, confirm the cost and than proceed with my daily itinery. Budget $800 Per person Inclusive of airtickets and accomodation. So we need a very very budget plan/ trip.

Hope for the best

For things to change , you need to change.
For things to become better, you need to become better.

Read it from yvonne friend's facebook.



A change for yourself and not for others.


Got it from a very close friend of mind.


Keeping hope alive...

For you...For always....

Hope...

oh , i am crying again , again quietly one corner in the office. Sitting in the last row. I am trying to hide. I cant cry, i cant let them know.. why am i crying again. Rab please forgive me. I didnt mean it.

Scrolling down...

i scrolled down my blog page and look at my previous entries.. Its all about him.. My life is so much about him. But why does he still leave me with a broken heart..?

Looking back on those times when we both hold hands walking up and down Cineleisure. Movies, darts..

The best memories, KL trip and Party world singing session. Marina Barrage with his family. Danial, miss you so much.

So much memories.. But its all layed low...


Heal the pain and hurt.. And hope one day we will be friends back again.

Should i or should i not?

Oh dear, the one who have always been there, you looked how i fall and you look how terrible i am right now. Mighty you , though we may not seen each other , but i am really suffering. Please send some guidance. You've been there before , and i know you are still here right now looking at me. I dont wish this to happen, forgive me for the unhealthy doings. You know the pain i am going through. Please guide me, you're the greatest of the greatest. Those emptiness feelings are torturing. I cant do anything because he will still ignore. All i can do , is keep quite and cry. Why must this happen to me. Dear you, convince me please. I am dieing inside again..


Just now i feel ok, but suddenly i feel the pain again.

Why is this happening.?

Oh dear...

Should i or should i not?

You found me.....

Get Out Of My Mind.!!

Exercise...

I've tried many things to get you off my mind, but the last thing that i have not tried is the HEalthy way, Exercise. Guesse that will be the best solution. Take it easy and it will be over soon. Well , my friends all knows that i hated jogging, its a very big challenge. But i am going to try it all over again. Jog , continue to jog constantly even if its tired. Hahax, maybe one day i will have a britney's body. Woo hoo.. I have to stop drinking. My body is tired, drank too much for 2 weeks. Ysabel you can do it, jog jog jog, swim swim swim , and get tanned all you want. I want to realise how beautiful i am again. Well maybe miles and miles far away there is someone looking and searching for me. Take it slow... I will find my other half soon.

- Get tonned up..

- Do things that i dont like ( jog )

- Be more positive. Dont blame anyone .

- Be strong, dont let anyone look down ..

Back to work...

Irene is finally back from bintan. Meet up with the girls yesterday, picked them up and went to Jurong Library . After so much heartaches, i should go for a get away trip and not to pester him anymore. This trip is so last minute, well i thought there is still room for consideration , but he made things so clear, i shall respect him. Anyway life goes on, decided to go BALI alone next month. And called my girlfriends and tell them about it. Surprisingly i didnt know that irene was so thoughtful that she even updated her blog saying that she is going bali before me telling her i am going alone. Thanks girl... Its time to learn to be Miss Independent. However i will still be going there first for a day, to really release everything and irene will fly to Denpasar the next day and i will pick her up. Actually, i am quite scared la going there alone , because last night we did some research on hotels room, and some looks quite creepy. But no matter what, i am still going to fight my fear. Nothing's gonna bring me down anymore, i had enough of fearing and scaring here and there. Its time to really be brave and go through things unexpectedly. Shu xia is still not sure whether is she still joining, but we both hoped that she will. I am already counting down the days, its so near. I am flying on 1.4.09 , later i will book my air flight and hotel accomodation. Irene and maybe shu xia will be joining me 2.4.09 and we will come back together on the 6.4.09 . This week , i've made lots of plans to make myself real busy, i will be doing my own ITINERY. I never tried doing this kind of things before, hope its going to be challenging and days at bali, i wish it could be aas challenging as possible so that it will make us really think that life is a challenge , we have to go through everything, but be strong. Currently, we've plan , White water rafting, waterbom parks , Surfing lesson. After blogging i will do my research on whether to drive on our own at bali or hire a daily driver. I cant wait to go to bali, i have been wanting to go with him, but we didnt manage to, he have to do his own stuff. But nevermind, afterall its still about me. I will decide everything. No more drinking, no more clubbing, its time for some exercise and tone up my body to make myself look good. And gain more self esteem. Its always good to love yourself. Hey hey hey, i've got to go , doing research and reading some critics about hotels and adventures... Life's good.. Seize it and live it..

Look the other way round

Look at my BLOG POST Head title.. when we take a glance, you dont understand what is that word. But when you really focused and look at it the other way round its love.. Look here everyone, we must not look at things so easily and dont look at things as if its so simple. No never ever be easy at all times. Because when unexpected problems occur, you will find yourself hard to manage.. Dont ever look at things as simple as you think!! Think further.. think more...

Everything seems so different....

Why do everything i do have to involve you? Even my password. Oh dear, i've made myself so cheap. I've plan my life with him around but everything ended. Even when i blog , every words i type i have to think about it. Why is it so? What am i afraid about? Why do i have to do this to torture myself. I keep telling myself not to think about it. Keep reminding myself how bad it is to fall now.I have got so much to do. So much to learn, sO much to think. I cant do it with what/who i am now. I screwed up . Damn , wa lau please la, i feel so stress!!! I CANT GET AN ANSWER MYSELF!!! I am afraid, i will be the old me again.. I dont want, i dont want that kind of life. But is it damn stupid too torture myself at home,whereby maybe he is enjoying himself already. Why want to torture myself? He dont sayang you, he just say for the sake of saying! I cant believe after everything that i have done, he still leave. Anyway, i am trying to figure out, what about him that made me love him so much? What about him>? Love sees me die!!! If he can move on.. why not you ysabel? Why keep holding on when he cant be bothered anymore? Why call him when he cant be bothered anymore? Why think of him when he cant be bothered anymore. He wants to leave, it means that he can live without me, I mean nothing to him. If not, he will be like you. Hesitation.. For what do this. stop being a fool !!! Ysabel.. Give those out there a chance.. Wake up!!!

Early in the morning i have to type all this shit about my life.. Look how miserable it is! You msged him tell him so much, you bake and everything. He will appreciate? He will know? He will cherish.? HAAAA.... in the end still putting a stop to everything.. Like nothing has happen before.. Shit you!

I cant help anymore

I cant help anymore, its normal to feel insecure in every women. I dont see the reason why ou have to do this. The only reason i can convince myself is you are not into it anymore. For almost so many months you kept claiming that i never change. Now that i try so hard you left.You broke us up. Though its really painful, but to think about it, you gave up this relationship so easily, i didnt play behind your back? i didnt hurt you as much. Its just some words. Cany you accept me a little like how i accepted you. ? Yeah, sometimes whatever you say its true. I shouldnt have try so hard to hold things back.. I am going to give myself a chance to relieve from all this pain, and forgetting all the pain that you give , since april 2006 , i step into your life when its so complicated, i played your games for so long. Hold on for the only reason that i believe. But it come to an end whereby i am still crying under my blanket. Hated this kind of life so much. Why do i have to dwell whereby you dont seems to be bothered anymore. ? Everyone knows that nobody is perfect. But you want me to be so perfect. For whatever that happens to me now, i dont know what is love ? Tell me what is love? So what if you are faithful ? People wont judge or stay because you are faithful and nice , they judge you by your negative points so forever he will see you as someone who will nvr change... Look ... it turns out to be hatred... i dont have to hate anyone in my life. I dont see a need. I will just tell my self that there is no RIGHT or WRONG ... Dont tell someone you have changed so much , because he will only judge you by your negative points. I gave up everything .. i gave up everything. I dont know whether am i saying things because i am angry, Buti typed it out following my heart.. You will never undersstand because you judge and left me due to what? Its all my fault. Because i have to accept that you are like that. But i feel really demoralised by you.. I dont want to hate you. please dont make me that way.

All over again...

Starting back all over again... this week so tiring , so much thing.. Got to relieve myself.. Grandmother came to my house for 3 weeks.. Yeah , at least i am not lonely anymore. Love my grandmother.. She took care of me and i feel so blessed... Well, things do happens, but somethings its better to share than to live with it.. hmmm, relax.. give it a time... Nobody said it was easy... I can do it.....


That day, my ULTIMATE BROWNIES tasted great!!!!! Whoooo~~~~~~

Nice...

Picture of the baked brownies

Additional Toppings

- Crushed Almonds

- Crushed Pistachos Nuts

- Crushed Walnuts

- Chocolate Chips

Overall Comments

Well , it may smells nice and looks good but its too soft and abit too sweet.

I think i know where is the problem, i put too much butter and my flour is not well beaten.

My next attempt will be later after work, I will bake will abit more Flour and 100grams less sugar and 50grams less unsalted butter.

People who tasted my brownies

Mum

Billy

Ruth

Ronald

Randall

Sari

My boyfriend-Rab

Thanks guys, i will definitely bake a nicer one today.. Number of trials and persistent makes a perfect bake..

I will workhard on it.. yes..

Super Fudge Brownies- DyannBakes

Here's the perfect recipe for chewy gooey fudge brownies. Perfect with an ice cold glass of milk!! I will make these delicouse bar treats today before meeting my boyfriend!

What I Will Need
1 cup butter (2 sticks) 14 tablespoon
6 ounces unsweetened chocolate
2 cups granulated sugar also known as caster sugar
1 tablespoon of vanilla extract
4 eggs
1/2 cup all-purpose flour
1/2 cup chocolate chips or chopped nuts

Instructions

1. Preheat oven to 170 degress celsius. Butter and flour an 8 by 8 inch baking pan. ( i do not have one) -

2. Melt the butter and chocolate over medium-low heat, stirring untill well blended.

3. Remove butter/chocolate mixture from heat , and stir in sugar and vanilla extract.

4. Add eggs, one at a time , beating well after each addition.

5. Stir in flour; mix in chocolate chips or chopped nuts.

6. Spread batter evenlt in the prepared pan.

7. Sprinkle chocolate chips or chopped nuts evenly across surface.

8. Bake in a 325 degree celsius oven for about 40-45 minutes or untill brownie feels dry on the top.

9. Let the brownies cool in the pan on a rack.

10. When completely cool, cut into squares and store air-tight.

11. Cut into bit-sized pieces and enjoy!

Well , later i will rush home to bake this fudgey brownies for my family and boyfriend. Hope it turns out good. Will capture some picture of the outcome.!! Update tomorrow again...Loves

pictures of the first trial cookies!~~!

TOO SWEET!!!

THESE COOKIES LOOKS GOOD BUT ITS TOO SWEET... UPSET!

pictures of the first trial cookies!~~!

Beginner to bake

Recently have been baking, but never turn out good!!! damn.. gonna try try try again and again!
Today i am going to bake CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES. This entire month spend almost 300 on buying baking stuff.. ah.. when will i be able to bake for dear to eat! i will try hard and harder.. I am going to spend on hersheys chocolate instead~!!! shit.. spend money again...

Ignite!

We're back together and we will chrish for sure.
He will be so busy with his work and me, will be just staying home and find things to do.
I tried baking few days ago , the cookie never work. ah!!!
Got a new recipe just now, going to bake again when i reach home.

I dont know whether am i happy now.
I couldnt adapt to staying home so often,
I will really try..

Most of my time is surrounded by walls.
Morning , noon, evening, night!!
Suffocation no breathing...
Shag..

I need to run under the rain.. to wash away everything!!
Its so heavy...

I DECRIBE MYSELF AS A LONER!

hahax i am afraid of being lonely!