Angry

Waited for so long, eveytime like that, meeting at 2pm but in the end untill now 3.30pm havent even hear from him..so angry, no time management, working under this kind of people just simply sucks.Both also the same, damn, one never even update anything about the salary, busy with his own things helping others but forget or neglected about the own company..damn, really regret never study hard, if even harder working with the same first name.. sigh.. gonna calm down and stay cool!!!!

GRRRR!!!!!

Moonlight Resonance

Watching Moonlight Resonance right now.

Its a family affairs drama-very nice

Watch it at http://www.mysoju.com/ ! !

Sure you wont regret!!The new series will focus on Lee Sze Kei getting her family back together in the background of bakery business. A big emphasize is put on Lee Sze Kei's relationship with her husband Ha Yu and kids Moses Chan, Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung, Fala Chen, Lai Lok Yi, Vincent Wan and Ha Yu's stepdaughter Linda Chung, besides her relationship with her adversary Michelle Yim and sister Susanna Kwan.Romantic plots include Kate Tsui (Susanna Kwan's daughter) fighting against Tavia Yeung for Moses Chan, whilst she will also be involved with Chris Lai. There will be conflict between Raymond Lam and Bosco Wong (Linda Chung's colleague) for Linda Chung as Bosco Wong interferes as the third party between the loving pair. Susanna Kwan's character will have "sister-brother" relationship with Wayne Lai and Louis Yuen, meanwhile Fala Chen in her challenging role as a 'mute' girl will be romantically linked with Dexter Young.Throughout the series, Lee Sze Kei will try to run a steady business on her own in a bakery shop while her other family members live out a dream life with a billion-dollar fortune and big house. Lee Sze Kei has the custody of Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung and Fala Chen, whilst Ha Yu has the other children. The series also focuses on Susanna Kwan, from her good heart, plotting "evil" ideas to get the family back together, while Michelle Yim plots to have the family stay apart from each other. Lee Heung Kam doesn't make things any easier as she prefers his son (Ha Yu) to have Michelle as his wife than Lee Sze Kei. They frequently call Lee, "that fat thing" and family problems will arise when the family meet each other again.SynopsisThe new series will focus on Lee Sze Kei getting her family back together in the background of bakery business. A big emphasize is put on Lee Sze Kei's relationship with her husband Ha Yu and kids Moses Chan, Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung, Fala Chen, Lai Lok Yi, Vincent Wan and Ha Yu's stepdaughter Linda Chung, besides her relationship with her adversary Michelle Yim and sister Susanna Kwan.Romantic plots include Kate Tsui (Susanna Kwan's daughter) fighting against Tavia Yeung for Moses Chan, whilst she will also be involved with Chris Lai. There will be conflict between Raymond Lam and Bosco Wong (Linda Chung's colleague) for Linda Chung as Bosco Wong interferes as the third party between the loving pair. Susanna Kwan's character will have "sister-brother" relationship with Wayne Lai and Louis Yuen, meanwhile Fala Chen in her challenging role as a 'mute' girl will be romantically linked with Dexter Young.Throughout the series, Lee Sze Kei will try to run a steady business on her own in a bakery shop while her other family members live out a dream life with a billion-dollar fortune and big house. Lee Sze Kei has the custody of Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung and Fala Chen, whilst Ha Yu has the other children. The series also focuses on Susanna Kwan, from her good heart, plotting "evil" ideas to get the family back together, while Michelle Yim plots to have the family stay apart from each other. Lee Heung Kam doesn't make things any easier as she prefers his son (Ha Yu) to have Michelle as his wife than Lee Sze Kei. They frequently call Lee, "that fat thing" and family problems will arise when the family meet each other again.

Friday

Today grandfather is coming to my house from malaysia,because we are going to korea together this coming sunday 8.00am flight got to wake up at 4 to prepare and take taxi at 5 because we've to reach the airport at 6 to meet up with the tour guide.Days drew nearer to the day when i've to leave for Korea,but i'm not feeling excited at all i dont know why.Cant bear to leave this place although its only 8 days. I know i will be missing here alot..8 days, cant talk to baby or see baby face,gonna miss him to the max, and my maid Sari, gonna miss her fats! Yesterday played mahjong at jasley place, wa lau damn no luck, lose $130 sad, thought can win some money but than :( lose, bodoh hor.. hahax! heartapin lehx, but its like that, its either win or lose..woo hoo..bet i will stop for awhile..hahax. no money.. this month thought can save alot but in the end all no more again.. still owe singtel $600 phone bill and must give mommy $400 somemore next month,hur hur,die ah!! money money not enough.. think about other things to earn some money..Anyway, hope today i can get my 16gb I-phone, i get it for free, daddy give..hahax, if not i have to wait untill i come back from korea than got the 16gb i-phone..hmm, chinese new year is one month away, havent get any new clothes yet and i am afraid i will gain weight if i go korea..because the weather there is 4 degree celcius so when its cold its easier to get hungry..I cant have the mind set like last year whereby i tell myself that Holiday mahx, must enjoy, eat only later than decide how, But in the end came back, step onto the weighing machine!!!W-T-HELL gain 5KG.!!! look myself in the mirror, what a pig!!! friends all say i look like a pig, clothes all tight..that was the time i'm so worry damn, Mummy says that after korea she will go LONDON WEIGHT MANAGEMENT, so i will continue also to reduce down my thunder thighs.. Woo, when you're young life's good with parents.. hehex..Love you guys, and i want to thank you guys for the 2nd trip to korea.!! MUACKS..

- Picture attached, the four siblings in Wee family

Why is it all about you?

Why is it all about you?

No no no no, no more than this..

I want it so much but i am scared..

No no no no, no more than that...

I miss it so much but .. its still a no NO no NO..

Well Well Well, life still goes on..

I want both..i miss it...

Sometimes, i am tired at times i feel good.

Still holding on to it..tightly..

I will just dream that i am having lots of fun in my life..

All i want now is a nice sleep with beautiful dreams.. thats good enough!!

Slowly, slowly, i will know what to do..

Moody~

Woke up with a bad dream today,the dream seems so real feel so remas because keep thinking bout it,trying to control my emotions right now.

Today there's alot of things to do at work,so time flies..Its the fifteen today so tommorrow will be my Big auntie day sianx!!!

I was browsing through my friendster this morning,i've got 3 different feeling, Angry sad and forget about it. This 3 reactions after reading something.Damn i hate this feeling of mine!Wanna yell!!!!!i dont want to care anymore, like i say, i must remind myself to lead a better life on my own. I will be happy if my life is happy!!!state of mind!

Last saturday, went out with his family, went to marina barrage.Nothing much there but was quite tiring because we played catching, played wrestling, did piggy back..Wooh~tired...Never give a kid piggy back, once is never enough for them..Buay tahan!

Ate tulang last night with him at al-azhar at bukit timah.Delicious...very nice..still thinking about it now,want some more..baby eat 4 i eat 2!!!i eat 1 piece of bread he ate the rest of it..and a 6 coin prata..one cup of Ice tea , me drink ais kosong..Total we spent 11.20 cheap eh..yet so full ..:)

Today, dont know what's e plan, he is on leave for 2 days, we meet so often last week consecutive 3 days. total meet 4 days last week..wa its been long ever we meet so often.
Well maybe today we wont be meeting, even if we are maybe tomorrow go Pump petrol and buy my LAMI..must buy lami gooing to korea sure gain weight..

Leaving korea on 21- 28 going to miss him and my friends alot.. defitnitely..Please take care of yourself for me.

He wants kenzo perfume,hahax i said NO..after i buy you will go clubbing right.!! so no no perfume for you.But the fact i want to save some money to buy other things..

How do you guys pronouce (please)?
PLEASE....one tone.
my young god sister pronounce as P-E-L-E-A-S-E hor... hahahahax so funny!!!

okae, after thinking about thie pelease at least i can smile a little.. hmmm:)

JUSTUS!

♥Simply just us♥

Love

Went out with Danial and Baby last night to sentosa for 3 luge rides.Danial insisted for more rides,but these two adult are getting bored..Lolx.First time meeting Danial,i enjoyed my time with this two fellas..Haha, supposingly this coming saturday will be me and baby's date, but i decided to bring Danial along and have fun together.I love his huge bright eyes!!!Love it..

Well about today,i wont be meeting baby,My two besties wants to meet me after work.sweet!Its been 2 weeks we never meet up.Wonder how are they, got gain weight ? Or any new gossips! Girls i will be going Korea on 21st december.Bet u guys gonna miss me like hell!!! HOO hoo HOOO hoo.. hAVE A great chritmas together!!Love..

Anyway, i'm in my office doing nothing again..Its getting real bored, and the enthusiasm to work its real low and its dieing.Sry, help help help..I need a new life a new work place !! But i will dissapoint my dad if i were to go.Haix how, what should i do? I have been thinking about it but still its the same..HAIX!

Next,i looked at the my friends pictures,They could capture very nice pictures. I like it alot, and now i want to save money and go for photography courses and buy a camera for myself. So that i could take lots of pictures and attached it with my life story..A scrapbook for my future kids to show my kids my life before them.. Whoo, what a life ...

I want it only with you...

Welcome to my paradise....

Just called my friend from malaysia,she will be delivering in another 2 weeks time,time flies and that was really fast.She is grumping about her weight, she gain 20kg hahax,so scary.Kinda miss her, she;s the one whom i could talk to,Memories are still clear back then.Anyway,am gonna wish her all the best, i couldnt go back to visit her,as i will be in korea in another 2 weeks for holiday.All the best my friend.

Well, last night i went out with rab and luge crew.Ate the chicken wing at singal selalu.Shiok one of my favourite. I reach home at 3.30 last night and now i'm feeling really sleepy, buay tahan! Love gonna pick me up after work today, going for movies, but i'm afraid i might fall asleep. I miss my bed and pillow....

2nd january 09 will be Irene, shuxia and me our 10 years anniversary.Thought of a trip to genting but not sure whether dear will allow me to..Have to discuss first..I bet its gonna be real fun..whoo hoo...~~~

Too lazy to type any..

Finally...

Finally, i manage to find my own life...
Anyway, i'm at batam again today,
it will be the last day coming here for this week.
Monday is public holiday,
Hari Raya Haji..
My plans for weekends will be,
Saturday, maybe i will meet up with baby,
otherwise i will just stay home.:)
Love staying home..less stress..!:)*
Sunday, i will bring 5 kids out for sentosa..
2 of them is my brother, Ronald and randall.
3 others kids is my cousin from malaysia..
Headache, dont know how to take care..:(
Later my lunch i want to have otah and fish soup again.. Yeah...
will blog again later or tomorrow..
byebye"")

i want a getaway trip to BALI!

I've always been wanting to go bali.

The place is nice,

people there are beautiful.

The sun there is awesome.

The nightlife there is crazy.

The rooms there are cozy.

The currency there is just so wonderful.

It was a shopping paradise for girls like us!

Omg, i want to go !!

Desperately wanting to go for a trip.

I want to go with my girl-friends.

I-WANT-TO-GO-A-S-A-P...

FLEW......

you've just reach BALI... yeah!!!

Fishy..

Whoa, i currently at batam,P.T WESTEC checking salary.I'm havingmy favourite food ,Slice Fish Soup Bee Hoon. so fishy...lox, and oTAH! whoo hoo...shiok.. i will be taking 3.30pm batam time ferry at Habourbay..will reach singapore around 5.30 after that i will be meeting william to pass him some things. Hmm seem so pack, i like...Anyway tomorrow is friday and i will be still coming to batam again, very tiring and need lots of rest..This week is quite stressful for me,and i will be doing some weekend shopping to pamper myself after solong..looking forward.. well...i gtg back to work.. will blog again... :)

Under your spotlight....

I just want to say out how sick i am about this,

after so long its still the same.

Sometimes i feel its not meant to be,

sometimes i feel your're the one.

I want my say,i want to be heard and not to be blamed for all.

I am telling you, i am getting real sick and tired, and wish to try no more.

If things never gonna change,

i shall bless you with better one.

I dont want to make your life difficult anymore,

aint gonna be the burden no more.

You never want to listen to what i want,

i'm tired of telling you so much,

it's dieing inside..

The days drew near..and time really doesnt wait at all...

I want a new life..

Someone who appreciates...

Sorrow sinks deep inside my heart......

Recently taken

Flu and sore throat

Woo, back to work today, after a long break, supposingly going to thailand on the 27th of nov due to the crisis there trip was cancelled, all my shopping spirits gone, i was so sad the last weekends, 2 of my favourite heels was bitten by my dog.There goes my $190 my everbest heels.Now i am always wearing the same heel to work, charles and keith in black.Anyway, nose block and sore throat today, i think i'm getting sick soon..gonna get more rest.Tommorow i'm going batam,tonight i die die must sleep hard.hahax, if not i wont be able to wake up for my ferry at 8.30am.. Gonna get back to work, blog again when i'm free..