Thursday...

I need a get away trip.. Anyone suggest the best place for holiday. Mr robert wee just asked me where is the best place to go for holiday. But damn, i dont think i can join, Fiber optic is launching july, and once its launched, i will be like a crazy women, working almost everyday, even sunday at times, if needed. Eh shit, went swimming yesterday, dont even have e stamina to go for more. Wa lau, how weak is this. Loser. damn, i have to train already!!!

i'm sorry...

i am forever owing her. I didnt make a good friend. I betrayed her, i look at your pictures, i flashed back to the past, look at the time spent in the class. I am sorry , truly, disgraced. Its all my fault, and its me who ruin the whole thing. I wanted to apologise, how stupid and foolish i am , but i dont know how to. I am really sorry for everything. To you. if i ever see you again, i will run awy from you, to ashame to actually face you. Wanted to email you, but i dont know how to. I feel so sad about myself. And the mistakes that i've done . Its unforgiven. Sorry. Ain.

KindheartedSouls.....

Came back to work on saturday and sunday, dad bought me a laptop, for my work, so that next week end i dont have to come back to office, i can do it at home. Meet up with baby on saturday to watch Night at the museum 2, same old shit, i sleep through the movies again, haix. Baby got used to it already, but dont know why, that day i feel the guilt, like very bad. Hmm, sorry dear. Sunday, stayed home whole day, play with my new laptop, sleep through my afternoon, eat, sleep,bath, eat sleep again. Hahax, good life aite? simple life.

Today, its another monday, Its like another 5 more days to my weekend, which will be my off days. Wa lau sianx. So long way to go.

Anyway, now than i got to know, my brother they do have a blog.

Eh serious, i feel that, i am a boring blogger , i dont know what to type and honestly lay to upload picture, so haiya., forget it!

Fate chooses your relations;you choose your friend

16th may 2009

Baby picked me up from home with his parents at 3pm . He's bringing me to one of his buddy's wedding loated at woodlands.Its my first time attending malay wedding lunch. Very excited about it and looking forward to see how is it like.BUT first of all, you guys out there who always read my blog should understand that i seldom take pictures.Hahax, wait for me to get my digi-cam first ok. than i will update a more interesting blog.Ok back to wedding,Reached the place and look at the deco,rabiah(baby's sister)says that its quite a grand set-up for guys side.Maybe its the only boy/child in his family so its grand.Basically is some makan session together, and wait for the bride to come.The food is GOOD!Thumbs up. If i'm not worng its from Hasim wedding catering. Very nice food.The bride arrive around 4pm. And they will hit onto the drum thingy and invite her in.She will just sit there till the guest leave.Got sirat, dangdut, and salam ceremony,photo taking session. Its simple and his set up its really nice. Gold colour. But the only thing i keep laughing is the groom holding on to a sword.wahahahx. And we left , baby go to work and i go to amanda's chalet. Happy birthday amanda! Everyone is not there on time,and i guesse things turn unpleasant. But whatever la, i went back at 9pm to meet b for movie.. Went back home after that.

17th may 2009

Yoga session at warren country club at 4pm. Last week instructor is a relieved teacher so its not that good. Enjoy the whole 1 1/2 hour session streching myself,trying to reach the ceiling. Lolx. after yoga, i can feel my body is very relax and i feel fresh. Took a cab home, and i'm so so hungry. Ate yogurt, bread, cereal and than rest in my room. Lolx. dad bring us to blooies restaurant at 9mile near bukit timah. Love that place. Supposingly meeting baby , but my stomach cramp again and i cancel meeting him. Reach home around 9.45pm . Went to my room, watch tv, play bejewelled. Slowly dozzed off. Missed b alot. dont know why.wahahax. and woke up around 2.30am and cant get to sleep till 5am, wa lau. and i am late for work this morning , what the hell.

Today's amanda operation . Hope everything goes well for her. And i could understand how she is feeling right now. Tense, scared. But everything will be bettter after removing the tumour. Love... be strong: )


OK.gonna get back to work now. body aching man.!

Monday is a long day for me!!!

Angels and Demons

Watched Angels and Demons at 11.30pm just now at golden village grand (great world city)

I slept for the first part of the movie and woke up after 45 mins. I'm always like that.I always sleep in the movies.Thats me,maybe i'm tired. B was so focused from the start of the movie till the end. I woke up after 45mins, and thought of going back to bed, but i tried to watch awhile, seee if i like the movie a not. Damn, the movie is SO GOOD! I nvr feel bored or gets boring, because there is so much to see, i feel so tense because of the play. Can you imagine that. Its fantastic. Its worth the money. Thought of watching it again but i guesse its a waste of money.So i decide to wait , online to watch it. Hmmm, after all its a 5 THUMBS up movie. Friends and family members are reccomended to watch it. During the movie, i can feel the tich pain around my abdomen and pot belly. I always have this kinda pain. I think its because i drink coffee before that. My stomach cant take coffee i guesse. Hmmm, baby bought me minyak kapak(malay, feng you (chinese, axe oil(english .. Lolx. and i applied,massage downwards and slept through the journey back home. B is always nice, he will definitely send me back home and wait for me to get in my house before he drives off. He really change alot. He love me differently and i feel the blessed. Though we still quarrel of tiffed often over small things. but guesse thats us. Its us, we are like that, so cant blame it lah! Haha, so long as after every little tiff, we both know how to sayang/love/apologise/pamper/ whatever it is to make the sparks back, its still ok. I love you b. Ok i'm going to bed now. LOVES.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA ANG.. MAY GOD BLESS YOU FOR YOUR MONDAY OPERATION. BE STRONG!

Sad to know...

Two weeks ago , i got to know that amanda's stomach got a 9cm tumour.And she told me that 13 may 2009 she will know the result. Yesterday she msged me , telling me that, its not a good sign. And going back to the hospital today for scope again. Kinda worried for her! Just msged her to be strong. Hope everything will be fine for her.

AND!!!!!

this morning, browsing my facebook, saw my friend shout out. Having a tumour at my back, going through operation, SCARED and cant get to sleep. She's m secondary classmate, used to be close with her. Haix. I Could only ask her to be strong. And now i began to worry for myself. I know i cant be strong when this kind of things happen to me.


Life is full of huge surprises...

Heavy heads, spinning stomach!!

The may of each year is a NIGHTMARE.!! wahahahx.

So many birthdays to attend and its like conseqetively every week one..

Birthday babies:

Amanda, Bao You, Cui Yu, Clair, Pamela, Rabitah("v")

Mother's day celebration.

All about money..!! Woohoo~ Wonder if i nvr work how am i suppose to survive.

But i couldnt make it for Amanda and Clai's birthday party, sorry man. I got dinner and wedding dinner to attend. Hmm whatever it is, i will make it up to you guys.

Anyway, its been real long ever since i last updated my blog.

Work have been real busy nowadays, more jobs coming in and the pressure of question from those bosses. Its scary! Well currently, looking up for office space for rent/sale.Prefer Toh guan area. If any of you reading up this post , got any agents to recommend or office for lease please call or leave a comments behind.

Requirements

RENT: 1000 to 1300 SFT
Not more than $2000 rental per month

BUY: 2800 to 3000 SFT
Around 500K to 600K

Urgently!!!

Went back there...

Sunday

spent my day with randall , brought him to movies Xmen. Its nice, highly recomended thou some scene its abit exagerating but its still good. Brought him to carl's junior for lunch and straight after lunch eat popcorn! Sinful~ After movies, called baby asking for luge tickets. Randall's motive today is to go luge, for some rides. Went back there, seems like a stranger to everyone. I feel so different, dont know whether is it me, or the guys. Wonder whats behind them. Damn, feel so weird, Didnt talk much to them and i did two rides. Randall took another ride with baby as for me,i went to coastes to buy them some food. Bought fish and chips for $18 and beef bolognese(kids) $11 damn expensive. Claim claim claim, i need to claim. Hahax. Reach home at around 9. So slpy when i drove my way back home...

- Very lazy to blog nowadays.. maybe there is too much to do at work...


Current mood: shag,slpy mood! Long monday~~~!!!