talkin gtalking tallking talk....

Friday 27 march 09

It was a bad day for me, have been really stressful and suffering from constipation now,damn.Irregular meals recently, have been eating alot, ate chocolates and chips to make my day. Never take proper meals, but just junk food.

- iwannahaveabetterme

Chatted with amanda on skype just now , during work time. Meeting her after work for steam bath session with Phelia. Took a few pictures but i left my camera at home, maybe tomorrow i will upload all the pictures.

Everyone got their own problems in life. My problem now is, me myself and i, how am i going to handle it..? I've got my own way.. Determination.. Time dont wait....

Reached home at around 10pm, steam away some fats and my body feel abit more relaxed, at least its easier to get to bed..

Saturday 28 march 09

Stayed home and accompanied my family members. Went steam bath again with grand mother and mom. Yeah, went back home and i layed on my bed, msged him before i sleep, and waiting for his msg even i am still sleeping. But , i never received any.. Hmm, jie ying working at KM8 last party and she must be tired. Received 3 msges from friends, some really shocked me and i was wondering what is happening to her now, i phoned her but she is not responding. Please tell me you're alright.Guesse, you're in a mess now. I want to meet you soon and really please tell me more, i care. Went back to bed after replying those msges.And tell you wad, i am sleeping in my mom's room, suddenly just dont feel like being alone. I've been lonely..Hmmm but i know its gonna be alright.

Sunday 29 march 09

Woke up at 10am, look at my sent items. And i realise that, i dont even know what am i typing.When someone is sleeping, they usually type whatever is in their mind.Hahax. Basically all dreams. Went to lot one to but a list of clothes at Cotton On , 4 shorts , 2 tops, 1 belt. Very nice.:) It cost me only $99.45. Not that bad la, but now i am a bit tight already , because i am going bali this thursday you see, and next month i will have to be very very thrifty. Ahhh.. Went tanning after that, and came back home very quickly, no mood, feel so lost. But i still manage to go through and controlled my feelings, reached home at around 3 plus. Hmm, rest at home, gather with my grandma and relatives, carry my cute cousin , play with him. Make myself alittle happier. Hmm, and i took a rest on my sofa.Hmm, shiok. And i received a msg from him, and we went for movies at cineleisure (unborn) at 9.30pm. The movie is good, very shocking. He acted as if he is ok, but hahax,he got shocked too.Hahax, well, its the first time i open my eyes almost for the whole movie, i think 3/4 of the movie my eyes were opened. Hmm not bad, lolx. And went out with him later on till late in the morning. Hmm, i love him..I'm trying hard thou.. Just bear with it..:)

labels: its gonna be alright, bear with it.:) be strong.:) Control your feelings:) Use your brain to think and not your heart.:) Control those negative feelings:)