© By Natessa M. Wagoner
He sits there, deep in thoughtAs the rain flows down his dorm room window.He's been sitting there for hours,Yet the pain still remains.He thinks of the stress school imposes on him.How he can't seem to ever catch up.There's always something more.Of his relationship with God.Why can't he further it?He wants it more than anything,Yet it always seems just beyond his grasp.He thinks of the pain of a broken heart.He has experienced this many a time.Never again, he says to himself.I will never again risk it.Never again open the doors of my heart.Every time I believe it is safe,It is tread upon yet again.Such low self-esteem and excessive prideLeads me to believe that everyone is simply being niceWhen they tell me why they like me.Never again.As he continues to sit there, indulging in his self-pityHe doesn't realize that nearby there is a girl.She too is sitting there, deep in thought,Thinking of the heart she can never have.

never expect to happen

Fell alseep while waiting last night,
never did i realize that i didnt turn on my mobile.
I woke up missing your voice,
wonder why i never hear from you.
Never did i realize that you cant connect to me.
You waited for hours by the phone,
wishing to see my name appearing on your phone.
Oh dear, its me that my mobile is offed.
I missed you.ring you up, to explain,
but you're too tired to even want to hear.
I called and msged you, it was all ignored.
Oh god, if you could just turn back the time.
He wont be worried for me.
And i want to tell him, dear i miss you and i'm sorry.

There's no one i will run to except you.

Love you hubby.

always

The day you were born, the whole world was blessedThese thoughts in my mind to you I must confessThe time has come for me to express my true feelingsYou are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my beingWhat you have brought me I never thought I could procureThe gift of comfort, with you I am secureFor you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrowAnd made me realize there is always a better tomorrowIt amazes me how someone can make me feel this wayI love you more and more with each passing dayYou brighten my days and lift my spiritsI have felt this for so long and now want you to hear itSo you may know the place you hold in my heartYou are always with me even when we're apartI truly believe what we have is meant to beJust open your heart and soon you shall seeWhat I am willing to do to keep a smile on your faceJust know that I'm here and will be always

SMILE BACAUSE IT HAPPENED

Just because some one doesn’t love
you the way you want them to,
doesn’t mean they don’t love
you with all they have.

They say love hides behind every corner,
then I must be walking in circle.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your
hand and touches your heart.

Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is falling
in love with your smile.

To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.

Don’t cry because it is over,
smile because it happened.