Angry

Waited for so long, eveytime like that, meeting at 2pm but in the end untill now 3.30pm havent even hear from him..so angry, no time management, working under this kind of people just simply sucks.Both also the same, damn, one never even update anything about the salary, busy with his own things helping others but forget or neglected about the own company..damn, really regret never study hard, if even harder working with the same first name.. sigh.. gonna calm down and stay cool!!!!

GRRRR!!!!!

Moonlight Resonance

Watching Moonlight Resonance right now.

Its a family affairs drama-very nice

Watch it at http://www.mysoju.com/ ! !

Sure you wont regret!!The new series will focus on Lee Sze Kei getting her family back together in the background of bakery business. A big emphasize is put on Lee Sze Kei's relationship with her husband Ha Yu and kids Moses Chan, Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung, Fala Chen, Lai Lok Yi, Vincent Wan and Ha Yu's stepdaughter Linda Chung, besides her relationship with her adversary Michelle Yim and sister Susanna Kwan.Romantic plots include Kate Tsui (Susanna Kwan's daughter) fighting against Tavia Yeung for Moses Chan, whilst she will also be involved with Chris Lai. There will be conflict between Raymond Lam and Bosco Wong (Linda Chung's colleague) for Linda Chung as Bosco Wong interferes as the third party between the loving pair. Susanna Kwan's character will have "sister-brother" relationship with Wayne Lai and Louis Yuen, meanwhile Fala Chen in her challenging role as a 'mute' girl will be romantically linked with Dexter Young.Throughout the series, Lee Sze Kei will try to run a steady business on her own in a bakery shop while her other family members live out a dream life with a billion-dollar fortune and big house. Lee Sze Kei has the custody of Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung and Fala Chen, whilst Ha Yu has the other children. The series also focuses on Susanna Kwan, from her good heart, plotting "evil" ideas to get the family back together, while Michelle Yim plots to have the family stay apart from each other. Lee Heung Kam doesn't make things any easier as she prefers his son (Ha Yu) to have Michelle as his wife than Lee Sze Kei. They frequently call Lee, "that fat thing" and family problems will arise when the family meet each other again.SynopsisThe new series will focus on Lee Sze Kei getting her family back together in the background of bakery business. A big emphasize is put on Lee Sze Kei's relationship with her husband Ha Yu and kids Moses Chan, Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung, Fala Chen, Lai Lok Yi, Vincent Wan and Ha Yu's stepdaughter Linda Chung, besides her relationship with her adversary Michelle Yim and sister Susanna Kwan.Romantic plots include Kate Tsui (Susanna Kwan's daughter) fighting against Tavia Yeung for Moses Chan, whilst she will also be involved with Chris Lai. There will be conflict between Raymond Lam and Bosco Wong (Linda Chung's colleague) for Linda Chung as Bosco Wong interferes as the third party between the loving pair. Susanna Kwan's character will have "sister-brother" relationship with Wayne Lai and Louis Yuen, meanwhile Fala Chen in her challenging role as a 'mute' girl will be romantically linked with Dexter Young.Throughout the series, Lee Sze Kei will try to run a steady business on her own in a bakery shop while her other family members live out a dream life with a billion-dollar fortune and big house. Lee Sze Kei has the custody of Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung and Fala Chen, whilst Ha Yu has the other children. The series also focuses on Susanna Kwan, from her good heart, plotting "evil" ideas to get the family back together, while Michelle Yim plots to have the family stay apart from each other. Lee Heung Kam doesn't make things any easier as she prefers his son (Ha Yu) to have Michelle as his wife than Lee Sze Kei. They frequently call Lee, "that fat thing" and family problems will arise when the family meet each other again.

Friday

Today grandfather is coming to my house from malaysia,because we are going to korea together this coming sunday 8.00am flight got to wake up at 4 to prepare and take taxi at 5 because we've to reach the airport at 6 to meet up with the tour guide.Days drew nearer to the day when i've to leave for Korea,but i'm not feeling excited at all i dont know why.Cant bear to leave this place although its only 8 days. I know i will be missing here alot..8 days, cant talk to baby or see baby face,gonna miss him to the max, and my maid Sari, gonna miss her fats! Yesterday played mahjong at jasley place, wa lau damn no luck, lose $130 sad, thought can win some money but than :( lose, bodoh hor.. hahax! heartapin lehx, but its like that, its either win or lose..woo hoo..bet i will stop for awhile..hahax. no money.. this month thought can save alot but in the end all no more again.. still owe singtel $600 phone bill and must give mommy $400 somemore next month,hur hur,die ah!! money money not enough.. think about other things to earn some money..Anyway, hope today i can get my 16gb I-phone, i get it for free, daddy give..hahax, if not i have to wait untill i come back from korea than got the 16gb i-phone..hmm, chinese new year is one month away, havent get any new clothes yet and i am afraid i will gain weight if i go korea..because the weather there is 4 degree celcius so when its cold its easier to get hungry..I cant have the mind set like last year whereby i tell myself that Holiday mahx, must enjoy, eat only later than decide how, But in the end came back, step onto the weighing machine!!!W-T-HELL gain 5KG.!!! look myself in the mirror, what a pig!!! friends all say i look like a pig, clothes all tight..that was the time i'm so worry damn, Mummy says that after korea she will go LONDON WEIGHT MANAGEMENT, so i will continue also to reduce down my thunder thighs.. Woo, when you're young life's good with parents.. hehex..Love you guys, and i want to thank you guys for the 2nd trip to korea.!! MUACKS..

- Picture attached, the four siblings in Wee family

Why is it all about you?

Why is it all about you?

No no no no, no more than this..

I want it so much but i am scared..

No no no no, no more than that...

I miss it so much but .. its still a no NO no NO..

Well Well Well, life still goes on..

I want both..i miss it...

Sometimes, i am tired at times i feel good.

Still holding on to it..tightly..

I will just dream that i am having lots of fun in my life..

All i want now is a nice sleep with beautiful dreams.. thats good enough!!

Slowly, slowly, i will know what to do..

Moody~

Woke up with a bad dream today,the dream seems so real feel so remas because keep thinking bout it,trying to control my emotions right now.

Today there's alot of things to do at work,so time flies..Its the fifteen today so tommorrow will be my Big auntie day sianx!!!

I was browsing through my friendster this morning,i've got 3 different feeling, Angry sad and forget about it. This 3 reactions after reading something.Damn i hate this feeling of mine!Wanna yell!!!!!i dont want to care anymore, like i say, i must remind myself to lead a better life on my own. I will be happy if my life is happy!!!state of mind!

Last saturday, went out with his family, went to marina barrage.Nothing much there but was quite tiring because we played catching, played wrestling, did piggy back..Wooh~tired...Never give a kid piggy back, once is never enough for them..Buay tahan!

Ate tulang last night with him at al-azhar at bukit timah.Delicious...very nice..still thinking about it now,want some more..baby eat 4 i eat 2!!!i eat 1 piece of bread he ate the rest of it..and a 6 coin prata..one cup of Ice tea , me drink ais kosong..Total we spent 11.20 cheap eh..yet so full ..:)

Today, dont know what's e plan, he is on leave for 2 days, we meet so often last week consecutive 3 days. total meet 4 days last week..wa its been long ever we meet so often.
Well maybe today we wont be meeting, even if we are maybe tomorrow go Pump petrol and buy my LAMI..must buy lami gooing to korea sure gain weight..

Leaving korea on 21- 28 going to miss him and my friends alot.. defitnitely..Please take care of yourself for me.

He wants kenzo perfume,hahax i said NO..after i buy you will go clubbing right.!! so no no perfume for you.But the fact i want to save some money to buy other things..

How do you guys pronouce (please)?
PLEASE....one tone.
my young god sister pronounce as P-E-L-E-A-S-E hor... hahahahax so funny!!!

okae, after thinking about thie pelease at least i can smile a little.. hmmm:)

JUSTUS!

♥Simply just us♥

Love

Went out with Danial and Baby last night to sentosa for 3 luge rides.Danial insisted for more rides,but these two adult are getting bored..Lolx.First time meeting Danial,i enjoyed my time with this two fellas..Haha, supposingly this coming saturday will be me and baby's date, but i decided to bring Danial along and have fun together.I love his huge bright eyes!!!Love it..

Well about today,i wont be meeting baby,My two besties wants to meet me after work.sweet!Its been 2 weeks we never meet up.Wonder how are they, got gain weight ? Or any new gossips! Girls i will be going Korea on 21st december.Bet u guys gonna miss me like hell!!! HOO hoo HOOO hoo.. hAVE A great chritmas together!!Love..

Anyway, i'm in my office doing nothing again..Its getting real bored, and the enthusiasm to work its real low and its dieing.Sry, help help help..I need a new life a new work place !! But i will dissapoint my dad if i were to go.Haix how, what should i do? I have been thinking about it but still its the same..HAIX!

Next,i looked at the my friends pictures,They could capture very nice pictures. I like it alot, and now i want to save money and go for photography courses and buy a camera for myself. So that i could take lots of pictures and attached it with my life story..A scrapbook for my future kids to show my kids my life before them.. Whoo, what a life ...

I want it only with you...

Welcome to my paradise....

Just called my friend from malaysia,she will be delivering in another 2 weeks time,time flies and that was really fast.She is grumping about her weight, she gain 20kg hahax,so scary.Kinda miss her, she;s the one whom i could talk to,Memories are still clear back then.Anyway,am gonna wish her all the best, i couldnt go back to visit her,as i will be in korea in another 2 weeks for holiday.All the best my friend.

Well, last night i went out with rab and luge crew.Ate the chicken wing at singal selalu.Shiok one of my favourite. I reach home at 3.30 last night and now i'm feeling really sleepy, buay tahan! Love gonna pick me up after work today, going for movies, but i'm afraid i might fall asleep. I miss my bed and pillow....

2nd january 09 will be Irene, shuxia and me our 10 years anniversary.Thought of a trip to genting but not sure whether dear will allow me to..Have to discuss first..I bet its gonna be real fun..whoo hoo...~~~

Too lazy to type any..

Finally...

Finally, i manage to find my own life...
Anyway, i'm at batam again today,
it will be the last day coming here for this week.
Monday is public holiday,
Hari Raya Haji..
My plans for weekends will be,
Saturday, maybe i will meet up with baby,
otherwise i will just stay home.:)
Love staying home..less stress..!:)*
Sunday, i will bring 5 kids out for sentosa..
2 of them is my brother, Ronald and randall.
3 others kids is my cousin from malaysia..
Headache, dont know how to take care..:(
Later my lunch i want to have otah and fish soup again.. Yeah...
will blog again later or tomorrow..
byebye"")

i want a getaway trip to BALI!

I've always been wanting to go bali.

The place is nice,

people there are beautiful.

The sun there is awesome.

The nightlife there is crazy.

The rooms there are cozy.

The currency there is just so wonderful.

It was a shopping paradise for girls like us!

Omg, i want to go !!

Desperately wanting to go for a trip.

I want to go with my girl-friends.

I-WANT-TO-GO-A-S-A-P...

FLEW......

you've just reach BALI... yeah!!!

Fishy..

Whoa, i currently at batam,P.T WESTEC checking salary.I'm havingmy favourite food ,Slice Fish Soup Bee Hoon. so fishy...lox, and oTAH! whoo hoo...shiok.. i will be taking 3.30pm batam time ferry at Habourbay..will reach singapore around 5.30 after that i will be meeting william to pass him some things. Hmm seem so pack, i like...Anyway tomorrow is friday and i will be still coming to batam again, very tiring and need lots of rest..This week is quite stressful for me,and i will be doing some weekend shopping to pamper myself after solong..looking forward.. well...i gtg back to work.. will blog again... :)

Under your spotlight....

I just want to say out how sick i am about this,

after so long its still the same.

Sometimes i feel its not meant to be,

sometimes i feel your're the one.

I want my say,i want to be heard and not to be blamed for all.

I am telling you, i am getting real sick and tired, and wish to try no more.

If things never gonna change,

i shall bless you with better one.

I dont want to make your life difficult anymore,

aint gonna be the burden no more.

You never want to listen to what i want,

i'm tired of telling you so much,

it's dieing inside..

The days drew near..and time really doesnt wait at all...

I want a new life..

Someone who appreciates...

Sorrow sinks deep inside my heart......

Recently taken

Flu and sore throat

Woo, back to work today, after a long break, supposingly going to thailand on the 27th of nov due to the crisis there trip was cancelled, all my shopping spirits gone, i was so sad the last weekends, 2 of my favourite heels was bitten by my dog.There goes my $190 my everbest heels.Now i am always wearing the same heel to work, charles and keith in black.Anyway, nose block and sore throat today, i think i'm getting sick soon..gonna get more rest.Tommorow i'm going batam,tonight i die die must sleep hard.hahax, if not i wont be able to wake up for my ferry at 8.30am.. Gonna get back to work, blog again when i'm free..

Hope brian Quinn

Hope by Brian Quinn

When all about you is black with gloom,

And all you feel is pending doom.

When your bones are racked with grim despair

-When every breath is a gasp for air.

Keep on going,

though you need to grope,

For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,

As your will to live has been bereft.

You've lost it all, it's just no use!

You can end it all,

you need no excuse.

But throw away that piece of rope,

And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,

Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.

This is your life and you can make a new start,

By ignoring the brain -

just follow the heart.

Taking baby steps in order to cope,

And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,.

one day at a time,

Though the road be steep and hard to climb.

The hurts of the past -

they should be dead.

The fears of the future are all in your head.

Just live in the present

and refuse to mope

Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

thank you dad

Dad bought Neverfull medium for me . For my birthday and a ang bao .. thank you dad!

why is it so different?

Why is it so different?

why do i feel so different?

i tried, but its not seen.

its seems like to them, its always unchange.

It seems like to those, i am just talking .

But i did, i know exactly what i am doing.

But why always, alone and alone.

Why always be blamed for everything.?

Why do i feel its going to be.....

Omg , nobody can help me,

nobody i wish to talk to !

nobody...

i am down with everything..

nothing seems to interest me anymore,

for whatever its going on now, its seems like an ending.

technology kills.

kills me my feelings.

Plays me around..

stir around like a cup of coffee...

I'm lost,

i lost control of myself.

totally,

now that i feel so hopeless..

i just want to get away..

i dont tag anyone here, because i just want me myself and i...

everyone says life is so wonderful.

why is mine like that?

to think about it.

my life have got more miserable than happiness..

unless. i could learn to ignore .

But i lose myself.

what a disgrace!

i'm ashammed, because i cant and never succeed..

god , please lead me..

i feel so painful, but those, dont seems to know.

those, thought i likes being in this pain , but no.!

i hate it..

but i think of others before i do.

that's why i bear this pain.

but i cant take it anymore.

cant take it anymore.

cant take it any......

-more.......

Blading at east coast park!

While waiting for the two oldies!-william and steven

We are so boring that we decide to take some pictures first..

Well we start blading at 7.30pm so late!

Didnt manage to take pictures because we cant even really manage to play well ahahax.

More than 5 years nvr blade. But i am still better than my COUSIN.. he is so slow! slowpoke..

Lolx. and we went to kallang airport food centre, steven seafood stall to eat seafood, crab, mussels, squid .. stingrays.. wooo so full and went back home after makan. stupid cousin go double O. crazy, he needs to work the next day. he is sure going to be late again!

seems so hard...

It seems so hard to fulfill task,
when nobody knows deep down inside what's going on.
Why isnt it easy at all?

Dinner at MARCHE. guest from thailand AH SO!

After work, steven bring us for dinner at Vivocity's marche, i ate rosti with chicken sausages and 3 FRESH OYSTER.. Met up with this guest from thailand Ah So.. Mr steven wee eat alot of food and he drink quite alot.. so scary. I think he ate too much that he suggest we go for jog and blading tomorrow at EAST COAST PARK.. lolx...Total he paid for $276..

ATTEND: elisha wee, steven wee, ysabel wee, william wee and ah so.

thanks to steven! who ate 2 dozens of OYSTERS! puke...

Out with BABY!

Went out with b today to JB and orchard for movies and boat quay for a drink.

We ate at the sundanese restaurant,-what also dont have!!

We watch this funny movie -TROPIC THUNDER actors, BLACK,STILLER AND DOWNEY.JR

I rate this movie 3/5 stars.. but its really funny and some parts are really gross..

Me and baby went for a drink at arcepelo i think so..hahaxz forrget the name but its at BOAT QUAY. Very long since then, i often drink with baby. Actually i stop drinking already but than now i drink back.sigh. anyway, i will still stop one day soon..real soon. But let me tell you what, tiger always come first when it comes to choice of beer.

And i reach home at 4...woo tired.

thanks dear for always acc me when i want to..Love

It was Elise's precious son's 1st birthday..

Nobody was there except me and clair!!!

LOLX..