why is it so different?

Why is it so different?

why do i feel so different?

i tried, but its not seen.

its seems like to them, its always unchange.

It seems like to those, i am just talking .

But i did, i know exactly what i am doing.

But why always, alone and alone.

Why always be blamed for everything.?

Why do i feel its going to be.....

Omg , nobody can help me,

nobody i wish to talk to !

nobody...

i am down with everything..

nothing seems to interest me anymore,

for whatever its going on now, its seems like an ending.

technology kills.

kills me my feelings.

Plays me around..

stir around like a cup of coffee...

I'm lost,

i lost control of myself.

totally,

now that i feel so hopeless..

i just want to get away..

i dont tag anyone here, because i just want me myself and i...

everyone says life is so wonderful.

why is mine like that?

to think about it.

my life have got more miserable than happiness..

unless. i could learn to ignore .

But i lose myself.

what a disgrace!

i'm ashammed, because i cant and never succeed..

god , please lead me..

i feel so painful, but those, dont seems to know.

those, thought i likes being in this pain , but no.!

i hate it..

but i think of others before i do.

that's why i bear this pain.

but i cant take it anymore.

cant take it anymore.

cant take it any......

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