Welcome to my paradise....

Just called my friend from malaysia,she will be delivering in another 2 weeks time,time flies and that was really fast.She is grumping about her weight, she gain 20kg hahax,so scary.Kinda miss her, she;s the one whom i could talk to,Memories are still clear back then.Anyway,am gonna wish her all the best, i couldnt go back to visit her,as i will be in korea in another 2 weeks for holiday.All the best my friend.

Well, last night i went out with rab and luge crew.Ate the chicken wing at singal selalu.Shiok one of my favourite. I reach home at 3.30 last night and now i'm feeling really sleepy, buay tahan! Love gonna pick me up after work today, going for movies, but i'm afraid i might fall asleep. I miss my bed and pillow....

2nd january 09 will be Irene, shuxia and me our 10 years anniversary.Thought of a trip to genting but not sure whether dear will allow me to..Have to discuss first..I bet its gonna be real fun..whoo hoo...~~~

Too lazy to type any..

Finally...

Finally, i manage to find my own life...
Anyway, i'm at batam again today,
it will be the last day coming here for this week.
Monday is public holiday,
Hari Raya Haji..
My plans for weekends will be,
Saturday, maybe i will meet up with baby,
otherwise i will just stay home.:)
Love staying home..less stress..!:)*
Sunday, i will bring 5 kids out for sentosa..
2 of them is my brother, Ronald and randall.
3 others kids is my cousin from malaysia..
Headache, dont know how to take care..:(
Later my lunch i want to have otah and fish soup again.. Yeah...
will blog again later or tomorrow..
byebye"")

i want a getaway trip to BALI!

I've always been wanting to go bali.

The place is nice,

people there are beautiful.

The sun there is awesome.

The nightlife there is crazy.

The rooms there are cozy.

The currency there is just so wonderful.

It was a shopping paradise for girls like us!

Omg, i want to go !!

Desperately wanting to go for a trip.

I want to go with my girl-friends.

I-WANT-TO-GO-A-S-A-P...

FLEW......

you've just reach BALI... yeah!!!

Fishy..

Whoa, i currently at batam,P.T WESTEC checking salary.I'm havingmy favourite food ,Slice Fish Soup Bee Hoon. so fishy...lox, and oTAH! whoo hoo...shiok.. i will be taking 3.30pm batam time ferry at Habourbay..will reach singapore around 5.30 after that i will be meeting william to pass him some things. Hmm seem so pack, i like...Anyway tomorrow is friday and i will be still coming to batam again, very tiring and need lots of rest..This week is quite stressful for me,and i will be doing some weekend shopping to pamper myself after solong..looking forward.. well...i gtg back to work.. will blog again... :)

Under your spotlight....

I just want to say out how sick i am about this,

after so long its still the same.

Sometimes i feel its not meant to be,

sometimes i feel your're the one.

I want my say,i want to be heard and not to be blamed for all.

I am telling you, i am getting real sick and tired, and wish to try no more.

If things never gonna change,

i shall bless you with better one.

I dont want to make your life difficult anymore,

aint gonna be the burden no more.

You never want to listen to what i want,

i'm tired of telling you so much,

it's dieing inside..

The days drew near..and time really doesnt wait at all...

I want a new life..

Someone who appreciates...

Sorrow sinks deep inside my heart......

Recently taken

Flu and sore throat

Woo, back to work today, after a long break, supposingly going to thailand on the 27th of nov due to the crisis there trip was cancelled, all my shopping spirits gone, i was so sad the last weekends, 2 of my favourite heels was bitten by my dog.There goes my $190 my everbest heels.Now i am always wearing the same heel to work, charles and keith in black.Anyway, nose block and sore throat today, i think i'm getting sick soon..gonna get more rest.Tommorow i'm going batam,tonight i die die must sleep hard.hahax, if not i wont be able to wake up for my ferry at 8.30am.. Gonna get back to work, blog again when i'm free..

Hope brian Quinn

Hope by Brian Quinn

When all about you is black with gloom,

And all you feel is pending doom.

When your bones are racked with grim despair

-When every breath is a gasp for air.

Keep on going,

though you need to grope,

For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,

As your will to live has been bereft.

You've lost it all, it's just no use!

You can end it all,

you need no excuse.

But throw away that piece of rope,

And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,

Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.

This is your life and you can make a new start,

By ignoring the brain -

just follow the heart.

Taking baby steps in order to cope,

And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,.

one day at a time,

Though the road be steep and hard to climb.

The hurts of the past -

they should be dead.

The fears of the future are all in your head.

Just live in the present

and refuse to mope

Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

thank you dad

Dad bought Neverfull medium for me . For my birthday and a ang bao .. thank you dad!

why is it so different?

Why is it so different?

why do i feel so different?

i tried, but its not seen.

its seems like to them, its always unchange.

It seems like to those, i am just talking .

But i did, i know exactly what i am doing.

But why always, alone and alone.

Why always be blamed for everything.?

Why do i feel its going to be.....

Omg , nobody can help me,

nobody i wish to talk to !

nobody...

i am down with everything..

nothing seems to interest me anymore,

for whatever its going on now, its seems like an ending.

technology kills.

kills me my feelings.

Plays me around..

stir around like a cup of coffee...

I'm lost,

i lost control of myself.

totally,

now that i feel so hopeless..

i just want to get away..

i dont tag anyone here, because i just want me myself and i...

everyone says life is so wonderful.

why is mine like that?

to think about it.

my life have got more miserable than happiness..

unless. i could learn to ignore .

But i lose myself.

what a disgrace!

i'm ashammed, because i cant and never succeed..

god , please lead me..

i feel so painful, but those, dont seems to know.

those, thought i likes being in this pain , but no.!

i hate it..

but i think of others before i do.

that's why i bear this pain.

but i cant take it anymore.

cant take it anymore.

cant take it any......

-more.......

Blading at east coast park!

While waiting for the two oldies!-william and steven

We are so boring that we decide to take some pictures first..

Well we start blading at 7.30pm so late!

Didnt manage to take pictures because we cant even really manage to play well ahahax.

More than 5 years nvr blade. But i am still better than my COUSIN.. he is so slow! slowpoke..

Lolx. and we went to kallang airport food centre, steven seafood stall to eat seafood, crab, mussels, squid .. stingrays.. wooo so full and went back home after makan. stupid cousin go double O. crazy, he needs to work the next day. he is sure going to be late again!

seems so hard...

It seems so hard to fulfill task,
when nobody knows deep down inside what's going on.
Why isnt it easy at all?

Dinner at MARCHE. guest from thailand AH SO!

After work, steven bring us for dinner at Vivocity's marche, i ate rosti with chicken sausages and 3 FRESH OYSTER.. Met up with this guest from thailand Ah So.. Mr steven wee eat alot of food and he drink quite alot.. so scary. I think he ate too much that he suggest we go for jog and blading tomorrow at EAST COAST PARK.. lolx...Total he paid for $276..

ATTEND: elisha wee, steven wee, ysabel wee, william wee and ah so.

thanks to steven! who ate 2 dozens of OYSTERS! puke...

Out with BABY!

Went out with b today to JB and orchard for movies and boat quay for a drink.

We ate at the sundanese restaurant,-what also dont have!!

We watch this funny movie -TROPIC THUNDER actors, BLACK,STILLER AND DOWNEY.JR

I rate this movie 3/5 stars.. but its really funny and some parts are really gross..

Me and baby went for a drink at arcepelo i think so..hahaxz forrget the name but its at BOAT QUAY. Very long since then, i often drink with baby. Actually i stop drinking already but than now i drink back.sigh. anyway, i will still stop one day soon..real soon. But let me tell you what, tiger always come first when it comes to choice of beer.

And i reach home at 4...woo tired.

thanks dear for always acc me when i want to..Love

It was Elise's precious son's 1st birthday..

Nobody was there except me and clair!!!

LOLX..

Stupid dog....

I went out to fetch my grandmother from auntie house and when i reach home,

the Buddy(dog) suddenly runs out and gave me a scare.!

Behind me is a shoerack, and i hit my leg againts the shoerack due to my reaction ...

I am so angry that i yell and curse at the dog.

Ouch its really painful...

And my mother another typical auntie,

shouted at me in chinese,

EH- COME-BACK-DONT-MAKE-SO-MUCH-NOISE-LA!

i am like going crazy after she said that!

TOTAL BLANK!!!

Things we waste... from IBN QAYYIM

Our Knowledge

Wasted by not taking actions with it.

Our Actions

Wasted by commiting them without sincerity.

Our Wealth

Wasted on things that will not bring us AJR. We waste our money, status,authority,on things which have no benefits in this life.

Our Hearts

Wasted because they are empty from the love of allah and the feeling of longing to go to him, and a feeling of peace and contentment, in its place, our hearts are filled with something or someone else.

Our Love

Emotional love is disdirected not towards allah but towards something or someone else.

Our Time

Wasted, not used properly, to compensate for which that has passed, by doing what is righteous to make up for past deed.

Our Intellect

Waste on things which are not beneficial, that are detrimental to society and the individual,not in contemplation or reflection.

LET US ACT NOW, LET US CHANGE NOW...BROTHERS AND SISTERS...

BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.....

It reminds me of you

Everytime, i log into my blog, i listen to this song REALIZE the only person i think of is my Bf-rab!!

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!

unlucky

Very unlucky, all the movies that i want to watch is either cant be loaded,not available

,too slow, too blur or lots of excuse like its LICENSED.So unlucky, sO boring at work

nothing to do, and amanda is offline.No one to talk to..

Think i want to buy a fish bowl and a fish and put it on my table,

so that if i am boring i could play with the fish..

Now i am so so so so so BORING!!!!!!

SOS please, somebody help me.!

Barevolleb

Reach office at 12 today,

i went to UOB bank at bukit batok just now..so many people :(

I'm having my tea-break now,

Nutrisoy and 2 wheat biscuit.

Office is so empty today,

janet went batam and malina went back home.

I'm going to www.ovguide.com to watch some movies after my work is done.

Friday night, got no where to go..

maybe have a dinner with baby and than go home straight.

Well where should i go for dinner, feel like going somewhere new..:)

Another 13 days, i will be going to Bangkok for shopping..yeapie...!

Waiting for the day...

Luge---

LUGE!!ONCE IS NEVER ENOUGH

Looking at these pictures, reminds me of the times at luge..

I miss working with all of you.

I can just write, and think of all of you.

Once a luge crew, always..a luge crew in heart...

Ysabel misses all of you..

''human trafficking''

Hundreds of thousands of young women have vanished from their everyday lives-forced by violence into a hellish existence of brutality and prostitution...

Just finish watching this movie.. 9.5/10 stars! It's a must...

After watching this movie, i feel that life is an adventure. You never know what will happen to you the next day. After being humilliated, will YOU be able to stand up strong once again...its hard....

Learn to treasure your love ones, before anything goes wrong its too late to regret. We live only once, so everyday is precious, as time doesnt wait for us. Always always remindd yourself that, every problem there is a solution to it. Dont give up, even if you failed, PEOPLE succeed when they keep trying.

Today you maybe sad about your relationship, work, ur hair, ur face or whatever...but always always tell yourself that time doesnt wait.. make yourself happy.. because you dont know your own destiny..

What will you be tomorrow is already stated.. treasure...

-time doesnt wait for you- BABY wakes me up with this..

life is full of UPs and DOWNs ...

stay strong..i must and i will tell myself this everyday, so it becomes a habit... to improve my way of living LIFE!