Stupid dog....

I went out to fetch my grandmother from auntie house and when i reach home,

the Buddy(dog) suddenly runs out and gave me a scare.!

Behind me is a shoerack, and i hit my leg againts the shoerack due to my reaction ...

I am so angry that i yell and curse at the dog.

Ouch its really painful...

And my mother another typical auntie,

shouted at me in chinese,

EH- COME-BACK-DONT-MAKE-SO-MUCH-NOISE-LA!

i am like going crazy after she said that!

TOTAL BLANK!!!

Things we waste... from IBN QAYYIM

Our Knowledge

Wasted by not taking actions with it.

Our Actions

Wasted by commiting them without sincerity.

Our Wealth

Wasted on things that will not bring us AJR. We waste our money, status,authority,on things which have no benefits in this life.

Our Hearts

Wasted because they are empty from the love of allah and the feeling of longing to go to him, and a feeling of peace and contentment, in its place, our hearts are filled with something or someone else.

Our Love

Emotional love is disdirected not towards allah but towards something or someone else.

Our Time

Wasted, not used properly, to compensate for which that has passed, by doing what is righteous to make up for past deed.

Our Intellect

Waste on things which are not beneficial, that are detrimental to society and the individual,not in contemplation or reflection.

LET US ACT NOW, LET US CHANGE NOW...BROTHERS AND SISTERS...

BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.....

It reminds me of you

Everytime, i log into my blog, i listen to this song REALIZE the only person i think of is my Bf-rab!!

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!

unlucky

Very unlucky, all the movies that i want to watch is either cant be loaded,not available

,too slow, too blur or lots of excuse like its LICENSED.So unlucky, sO boring at work

nothing to do, and amanda is offline.No one to talk to..

Think i want to buy a fish bowl and a fish and put it on my table,

so that if i am boring i could play with the fish..

Now i am so so so so so BORING!!!!!!

SOS please, somebody help me.!

Barevolleb

Reach office at 12 today,

i went to UOB bank at bukit batok just now..so many people :(

I'm having my tea-break now,

Nutrisoy and 2 wheat biscuit.

Office is so empty today,

janet went batam and malina went back home.

I'm going to www.ovguide.com to watch some movies after my work is done.

Friday night, got no where to go..

maybe have a dinner with baby and than go home straight.

Well where should i go for dinner, feel like going somewhere new..:)

Another 13 days, i will be going to Bangkok for shopping..yeapie...!

Waiting for the day...

Luge---

LUGE!!ONCE IS NEVER ENOUGH

Looking at these pictures, reminds me of the times at luge..

I miss working with all of you.

I can just write, and think of all of you.

Once a luge crew, always..a luge crew in heart...

Ysabel misses all of you..

''human trafficking''

Hundreds of thousands of young women have vanished from their everyday lives-forced by violence into a hellish existence of brutality and prostitution...

Just finish watching this movie.. 9.5/10 stars! It's a must...

After watching this movie, i feel that life is an adventure. You never know what will happen to you the next day. After being humilliated, will YOU be able to stand up strong once again...its hard....

Learn to treasure your love ones, before anything goes wrong its too late to regret. We live only once, so everyday is precious, as time doesnt wait for us. Always always remindd yourself that, every problem there is a solution to it. Dont give up, even if you failed, PEOPLE succeed when they keep trying.

Today you maybe sad about your relationship, work, ur hair, ur face or whatever...but always always tell yourself that time doesnt wait.. make yourself happy.. because you dont know your own destiny..

What will you be tomorrow is already stated.. treasure...

-time doesnt wait for you- BABY wakes me up with this..

life is full of UPs and DOWNs ...

stay strong..i must and i will tell myself this everyday, so it becomes a habit... to improve my way of living LIFE!

MAAF SAYANG AKU....

MAAF MAAF MAAF!!!

Why am i so possesive?

I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY AM I SO POSSESIVE AND PROTECTIVE OVER MY BF..
HOW DO I LEARN TO BE NOT POSSESIVE?
DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ALL WOMAN OR I AM THE ONLY ONE?
I NEED SOLUTION AND HELP..
IF SOMEONE COULD TALK TO ME ABOUT IT..
BECAUSE SOMETIMES, THINGS TURN OUT BADLY WHEN I DIDNT MEAN IT!!
HELP HELP

its me

"W henever i get sad or pained enough to cry I cant hold it in no matter how hard i try I just can't. I don't get a lot of friends that way but I just can't help it I mean when I have to i do it I just can't stop it if I want to."

Eugene--

Yesterday , baby pick me up at grandma's place, and he drove to SENTOSA. Today will be the first day i meeting eugene, he's a nice guy,Honest, i think he's romantic due to overhearing some things he said.LOLX. And i am amazed when he could tell what's in my mind, and my feelings.Lolx, at first when i start talking to him, very stressful, as i cant really understands the accent, but after awhile i get used to it. Wish to visit newzealand one day, maybe next year.. Got to start saving money.Yesterday, i think we waste most of our time waiting for othe luge guys, actually is quite wasted..Anyway its raining so my plan to REVERSE BUNGY is cancelled..We took our dinner at 11 plus!!! So hungry, baby got frustrated because plans screwed up.We ate durian and went to mustafa to bring the BIG GUY (EUGENE) to buy a new pair of SHOE! His pair of shoe is terribly torn!! hahax. Yesterday,i got different feelings, and i hate most of them, i want to learn to get rid of them..i will defitenitely find a solution.I dont like it, but i cant show it. I cant.. hmmm.. i dont know why but i dont want to feel like yesterday anymore.!!

Anyway,
-its my first time talking to raama and rose yesterday, they are leaving on sunday, BON VOYAGE YOU BOTH.
-i feel bad about something but i just treat it like nth has happen before.

EUGENE!-
Hope to see you again next time, if there is a chance, me and rab will visit you at new zealand.!

-hope baby feel better today, sorry dear ! ( b, minta maaf,i just care.)

Muacks...

After lunch

Very full, i ate organic rice with curry mutton, bittergourd and tofu...

so full now, feeling regret, my tummy... OMG

now is not 12 o'clock dont know whether am i meeting b later, yesterday he did reverse bungy and swing with his friend from newzealand and both uncle tiong and rudy.

he said, he will bring me go, but tell you what, hahax i action actually i am very SCARED..!!!

i remember that time i took the SPACESHOT with him, mimi, zubair.. wa can die.. heart stop beating for 2 sec... woo, but its a life experience.. once in a life time.. BUT will i do it again tonight? HMMM very good question!..

I miss him, i want his hugs!!!

How i feel at work now!!!!!

I WANNA YELL...

TRYING TO CALM DOWN NOW....

FEEL LIKE HELL!!!!!

DISSATISFACTION....

BUT BABY DONT KNOW BECAUSE HE GOT FULL DAY MEETING TODAY..

DONT WANT TO DISTURB HIM...

ARGHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHHHH...

FELT BETTER BY A BIT!!!

IMM DAISO!

Bought hair clips, dustbin, colour pens for only $6 at daiso!!

My lunch

F&N

NUTRISOY-low sugar!

HIGH CALCIUM

CALORIES, 143kcal.

Drink this for your lunch good for health!

so sleepy

In the office now, updating my blog.

Took medicine just now, so sleepy.

If i could rest my head down, i WOULD!

Lunch...

Gonna have my lunch soon, cooking plain porridge and eat with pickles and marmite!
That will be my lunch.. DIET!

After my lunch i will be going down to shop somethings...

1. Wet tissue
2. Make up bag
3. Starhub upgrade line, buy hp if i see any that i like

meeting up baby after work! Its been long ever since i last saw his parents, miss them.. Baby's having a good sleep!!

Well i love you b!

NOOB!!!

i dont know how to use this blog thingy... omg why my friends got all the nice nice graphics and mine is like so plain!!!! argh!!!

First time there...

LOVE,,,

ITS MY FIRST TIME THERE, SURPRISINGLY RIGHT!!!

i will listen and try hard to comply every talks that we had.. ITS important.. i need you too...

water breaker.. i like that place.. muacks.. thank you ..

Thank you love.

Oopx. i didnt go to work today,i am too tired, so didnt manage to wake up. Lucky dad is understanding enough.

Yesterday baby brought me out to celebrate my birthday. We ate THAI food, and went to esplanade to chocolates.. Baby and i finish our food less than half an hour lolx.. Never really slowly munch and enjoy together, hahax, he didnt realise because he's too hungry, and we left the restaurant in 30 minutes time..LOLX. After that, we had chocolate fondue, so we cross over to ESPLANADE. Along the way, he start puffing again.. hahax, thats him..smoke smoke smoke. I love the chocolate cafe.. LOVE IT LOVE IT. will go there again..

We went out for a walk after chocolates.. hahax guesse wad, baby got chocolate stain on his [pants.!!! He is always like that, always stains on his clothes.. LOLX. he went to wash it away, thou the chocolate is gone, but one part of his pants is wet. In order to make him feel comfortable, i said a white lie, I SAID B, ITS NOT OBVIOUS.. DONT WORRY.. lolx, i mean well...hahax, we went for movies- JAMES BOND. so boring i slept.. i think i am tired too. I think i celebrate my birthday for a week lolx.. everyday go back late,, so tiring.. not used to it.. after movies, we went to boat quay, romantic..and then we had a very very nice ending for that day.. its so COMPLETE!

Thank you dear, for this unforgettable day... I LOVE YOU!

I love my boyfriend! rab rab rab rab rab

I can only pray hard

check mike one two

enough of picture taking

shy lah!
forever and ever

i said stop it!jie ying!! stop it

ya ya ya take take take..forever...

Always think about something..

hey you!

SHUXIA!!! mine!!!

ysabel;irene

shuxia;ysabel

shuxia;ysabel;irene

Today's my birthday, going dinner with baby later. Last night i went out with my two GF's.. IRENE and SHU XIA... thank you babes, my ten years still counting good friends.. we had so much to eat.. lolx.. have been eating good food for consecutive 2 days.. After my birthday i will be going on diet.. Well this year's birthday still not as bad as last year. Last year i was all alone.. Sigh.. Months down the road will be quite tough , i cant deny.. I could just pray for him and hope things will really be better.. Its very crucial, and wll be tough, if we could make it, in future nothing's gonna break this bond. Just hope and have faith and at the same time be real patience.. So long as i can feel sense of security, i will be fine... this month ireally spend alot, well got this thing that is real important that i have to settle asap... like before 16 of nov... crucial..

Abg i want to tell you that, no matter what happens be strong i will stay by your side.. don't give up that easily. Things already happen, so relax and solve it.. Much loves.

rabel-- i will wait for the times to be better...

Advance Birthday Dinner With Friends

4 nov 08
i had a great dinner with my friends at villa bali, its suppose to be a quiet place but than the moment we were there, we make so much noise laughing and laughing.
14 of us were there and we only spend $381.25 its cheap i guesse, because the food were great, I think because my ladies didnt order alcohol drinks thats why its cheap. Well we ate all kinds of food, indian, malay, thai and western.. SO full.. i love the place and i want to thank all of them who were there to celebrate an advance birthday...

• Amanda


• Cuiyu


• Angie


• Joanna


• Eva


• Pei pei


• Lanying


• Cecelia


• Clair


• Daotong


• Elise


• Elise's son


• Jasley


• Jiasin

Thank you guys.. much loves.!!

angry

04 nov 08
$30 cab fare to habourfront...
i tell myself i wont take cab anymore...

AND THAN.......

05 nov 08
$28 cab fare to habourfront....
damn...so angry lah!!!

My life is so messed up right now!!!

And tomorrow is my birthday!!

Feel so empty lah... sigh...

PISSED!

04 nov 2008
I took a cab to habourfront, $30!!!!!
damn expensive...
Nvr mind, so i tell myself, i promise not to take cab anymore.!

and than...............................................

05 nov 2008
I took a cab again to habourfront,$28!!!!!!
Damn i'm broke!!
Now this $58 i can do alot of things with it!

well because i didnt sleep well last night thats why..

ARGH!!!

why cant i just concentrate on good things!!!

why am i making my life so miserable...

hate it!!!!

ying...

ying, i'm sorry, i nvr want this to happen, my situatiion now is really bad..

haix.. i hope you could understand why i'm fickle minded at times...

30-oct-08

Today i will be having a final meeting with steven and william.I'm now writing down the questions to bring up during the meeting.Yesterday's Auntie JU's birthday, i called her and wishes her HAPPY BIRTHDAY, may god bless her.. I will nvr forget what she once told me, be strong , i'm touched, she said, auntie treat you like one..LOVE you auntie..

Tomorrow is another day of fun-

TREAT OR TRICK!!!!!!!

last year i dressed up as a ARABIAN..!!!

This year what will i be...........

AMAZING.

AMAZING SKILL YOU HAVE!!!

VERY VERY IMPRESSED..!!! LOLX..

SO WHAT.!!!!

SO WHAT..

SO WHAT...

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MUCH LOVES!!!